I really need to find a part time job — and I’ve been doing some freelancing on the side — but my parents are pushing me to focus on my studies, and especially Mathematics.

I do understand and respect that, really. It’s just so hard to do both, and if I focus on both of them, I won’t excel at either one. I really want to be more financially stable to help raise my daughter, though, and I know my school work is the key to get me there; I will be able to get and hold down higher paying jobs if I have a degree— I suppose I will agree with my parents and do as they recommend in sticking to my studies.

All I need is just some math help online, I guess.

That I do, and my parents will have to agree at least to that. I know they wouldn’t be pleased by less than an A- among my grades, so I have to keep up with my scores. Oh, it’s just so tough sometimes! Especially when there’s Sondra around and I can’t focus— but again, I’ll do my best. At least, try.

I want to get married soon to Gried Prime, right? Then I have to work my bum out for that! All good things in life require sacrifice, so that I will do. I will sacrifice some of my free time and an hour to of my sleep to my goals. I’m sure I’m gonna see results very soon. ^-^

What do you do when you have high goals to achieve and some obstacles on the way?

Share in the comments. ;D

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Ever since she woke up this morning, my daughter Sondra has been bouncing off of the walls! XD

She will bring me little trinkets and tokens of her affection to show to me and explains what they are to me and what they mean to her. My heart longs to put this paper down and play with her, but I need to do this essay first! Heh— same ol’ same ol’ when it comes to school, isn’t it?

I’ve looked up an Australian writing service – essay-bag.com – to review a few samples, but they only service in Australia so I can’t order from them. Oh well.

Gried and I are looking to marry soon, within the next year or two, we’re thinking. I know I should focus on my own happiness, but I can’t seem to do that while I worry so much about Gried’s mother, Aurora. She took the loss of her husband very hard; the woman has a tender heart, it breaks mine to see hers in pieces. I grieve for and with her, though I do not mourn, because I can feel it in the earth and taste it in the air; someone is coming for her.

Soon.

He is going to love her and take in all of her children, myself and Sondra included! :3

I can’t wait for him to come. I KNOW he is on his way! Call me a sensitive. LOL! I just feel it.

Don’t tell Gried— he’ll think I’m drunk or worse. XD LOL!

Thanks to essay-bag.com for inspiring this post