It’s been over two months since I last blogged on IndiAman1.com… Still no relevant news about Gried and I. He seems to be so stubborn, and I am truly sick of fighting with him over the phone… I haven’t seen him in a month now. He believes to be right about his position, but he can’t seem to understand that *I* am the one in trouble! Ugh, stupid boy…

But you guys don’t know what happened, don’t you? I guess I should tell you by now… I’m supposedly pregnant. I’m not sure, because I haven’t managed to get in touch with a medic in secret as of yet, but I think I may just be. Gried and I only made out once, so he doesn’t believe me when I say I could be pregnant because I feel strange, and he said I’m probably telling him lies to get him to marry me early, in 2-3 years at most. He just ran away… that coward. He cannot take responsibility… I thought him to be a better man, but perhaps I was wrong…

If only I did not love him so much… I’m so stupid…